Consumed with Thoughts of Him

Yang’s right. Things are insanely busy right now and probably won’t slow down anytime soon. And, our lives and careers continually put us in situations where he is so close to me but not touchable. I don’t know how to do this. I think I’m slowly losing my mind. It’s impossible to be near him and not be consumed with thoughts of touching him in so many different ways. It’s so difficult to see him and hear his voice but know that it will be days before I will feel him again.

I want to feel him in my mouth. I want to feel his body pressed hard against mine. I want to feel him sliding inside of me. I want him to kiss me, hold me, talk to me, touch me.

Anyway, its after midnight.  I’m going to bed now (thinking about Yang’s good luck BJ).