So this morning…I got up & couldn’t find Yang. Nothing unusual about that; he has this insanely crazy habit of getting up at the crack of dawn (at least when he’s sleeping in, otherwise it would be earlier). So I decided to go ahead and take my shower. I’m in the bathroom minding my own business. My shower is done. I’m dressed, but my hair is still wet and I’m not quite finished. And here he comes.
I’m the one in control this weekend, right? He walks behind me and presses his body against my back. I can feel his cock pressed against my butt; his head against mine. I can feel his breath on my neck. He stays for about 15 seconds, then just walks away. He knows that drives me crazy. He knows I’m going to follow him.
So then, he’s on his back on the bed. I’m over him with his cock in my mouth. Then I decided to get out the warming oil and play for a little while. After a few minutes, I decided that I needed him inside of me. I can decide that, I’m in control right? So I straddled him and slid down onto him. It didn’t take long for me to get where I needed to go. I thought this would make it easier to resist him.
Admittedly, that was my strategy to survive the weekend. I figured I could continually bring him to the brink of explosion and then back off. This was supposed to be easy because he would be secured and I could just climb on and take it whenever I needed the release.
My first mistake…I didn’t secure him this morning. After all, this was his idea (See Post: Testing a Theory). I assumed that he would exercise self control this early in the game. I’ve learned my lesson. Tonight, he will be secured. I’m not really sure how it happened this morning. One moment I was in control and the next moment, he was on top; his really strong arms surrounding me, his legs holding mine apart. I was fully aware that any freedom of movement that I had was because he was allowing it, which was really hot.
My second mistake…I didn’t realize how hot the struggle for control would be. I knew that I needed to regain control to keep him from ending our experiment too early. But, at the same time, I really needed him to fuck me. So he did again and again. I thought my ability to climax whenever I wanted would give me an almost unfair advantage. What I didn’t count on was that the harder he got, the more I wanted him again and again and again.
So, tonight…I’m definitely breaking out the rope
