Work today totally sucked which is consistent with the entire work week thus far. I had to bring some of the work home with me. However, I didn’t want to take time away from the kids to work so I waited until they went to bed to look at it. So now its 10:10 and I’ve had almost a full pot of coffee; I’m still pissed off about work issues and I am just not in the mood to do any of this. There are much better things I could be doing at the moment.
There are so many feelings going on in my head right now. Mainly, I’m just frustrated, mad and ready to fight. But when you combine that attitude with the fact that I have not had Yang for at least 72 hours, it makes for some serious cravings. And, I’m not talking about wine, roses and gentle caresses. I have so much pent up animalistic energy right now.
I need for him to kiss me. Long. Deep. Hard. I need to lick, suck, taste his cock. Feel it as he rubs it across my face. His hands in my hair pulling me wherever he pleases. I need to feel his hands, his mouth all over me. I need him to fuck me in every imaginable way. No inhibitions, no hesitation, just fast, rough, carnal, passionate desire that must be satisfied. JFFM now!
Then, after all the energy has been spent and relief is attained…I’m still going to need a really big hug and to hear the ever so soft “I love you.” The world just seems to disappear in his arms. I miss him.
