The Tidal Wave

Simply put, I miss him! Writing usually allows my feelings to calm just a bit. But tonight the words just won’t come. I don’t think there are any words that can accurately describe what he means to me. At times it’s just a tidal wave of emotions that I don’t fully understand myself. I know that the connection I have with him is like nothing I’ve ever experienced and it is always there even when he’s not. I hope that makes sense. Like I said, it can be hard to put into words.

Hours ago, I was so fidgety. All I wanted to do was be next to him, skin on skin. I wanted to kiss him so hard, go down on him and try every kama sutra position until the sun came up. Now I’m just overwhelmed and completely numb. I want to feel his kiss; his breath on my neck, my breasts. I want to feel his hands on me. He knows my body so well. I want to wrap my legs tightly around him and feel him so deep inside of me. I just want to get lost in him. (Of course, I’m still open to the former).