Archive for February, 2008

Time for a quiz (or two)(or three)(you get the idea…)

Posted in Adventure, Romance with tags on February 29, 2008 by advcpl

Midnight Interlude

Posted in Love, Relationship, Romance, Sex with tags , , , on February 24, 2008 by advcpl

Coming up from the depths of a deep slumber, slowly opening the inner windows of my mind to the physical sensation of touch,  my shaft being drawn into a penetrative state by the hands of my heart’s desire, my body pulled and tugged into position to allow the relief she seeks, no visual contact between us….only our minds and bodies connecting so necessarily on this matter of now mutual need, slow motions lead to fast, gentle touches lead to tiger like grips until final relief is obtained, and then, only then, back down the steep, long steps to slumber, hand in hand.

BW.HoldingFromBehind

Sleepless Nights

Posted in Love, Relationship with tags on February 24, 2008 by advcpl

Its 1:00 a.m. & I can’t sleep.  I’m trying but my body is constantly reminding me that something is missing … Missing the way our bodies melt together as we sleep.  My legs are restless, longing to be intertwined with his.  I keep moving my hips backward wanting to feel his still wet package pressing against my butt; his chest on my back.  I miss his arms that completely surround me and his breath on my neck.  My mind is consumed with thoughts of him.  I miss him, need him, love him…so much.

I want him NOW!

Posted in Love, Relationship, Sex on February 23, 2008 by advcpl

I have 5 days before I am alone with Yang again. Although I am used to having to be away from him for up to a week at a time, I don’t think I’m going to make it this time. He has to be able to tell when I get like this. I feel like it is just so obvious. You see, I still get to see him; I just don’t get to be alone with him and am not in a position during this time to be able to touch him. As Yang well knows, it is next to impossible for me to be in the same room with him and not be touching him. I swear it is an involuntary action. I have no choice; I MUST touch him. So being true to himself, he sits there in front of me…knowing I can hardly contain myself, teasingly smiles and looks at me in the way that only he can. He knows that I am going absolutely insane inside. He is so HOT! I want him so bad right now!! I want him next to me. I want to press my naked body against his. I want to rap my legs around him so tightly. I need to kiss him and feel his tongue in my mouth, on my breasts. I want all of him and I want him NOW! Yang keeps talking about patience. It is a well known fact between Yang and I that I have no patience, nor do I want any. I really don’t see the point. He moves me to the core when he enters me. To the point that at times I tremble. I’ve never experienced anything like him before. And even after he brings me to full climax, my desire for him never wanes. So why wait, why not just experience him over and over again?

There are no words that can describe how badly I need him right now.

The Start of a Romantic Evening Alone…

Posted in Romance with tags , , on February 22, 2008 by advcpl

…would go something like this…

-Yang (Big Grin)

Morning Wood

Posted in Sex with tags , , , , on February 22, 2008 by advcpl
Morning Wood Art
I can’t get my mind off Yin right now. It’s apparent when I first wake up. I’m not sure I remember how I used to wake up in the mornings. I only know now I have her on my mind when I do. When we’re together, I want her next to me….touching me….it’s the only acceptable way for things to be. You see, yesterday morning we woke up together. Her hand went to my wood. Things happened quickly from there. There’s no greater feeling than being inside Yin in the morning. There are of course, feelings which are equally as great….being inside Yin in the afternoon, and anytime from early to late evening. But, to stay on point, this is about morning wood and being inside Yin.
So this morning we’re not together and I woke up with morning wood again. I need her badly. I want her badly. And, I want her to want me. Badly. I want her to be bad. I want to be bad with her. I want us both to be bad together. Unsatiated morning wood can drive my imagination wild. Right now it’s running on overdrive. We need time together. Alone. We both have a multitude of things we’d like to do- both with and to the other. You should see the wickedly sexy look that she gets in her eyes when she’s thinking about her list. You should hear the carnal tone her voice takes on when she’s telling me she has things in mind for when the time comes that she gets to control me (see past post about our 48 hour bet). In combination with the thoughts I already have rolling around in my mind, it’s amazing the bedsheets don’t burst out in flame from the heat coming off my morning wood. Just for Yin’s benefit, I thought I would google ‘morning wood’ and find an image to post. Something to make sure the term is clarified and we both know what I’m talking about. I hate anything less than pure understanding. I am nothing, afterall, if not helpful and considerate.

Morning Wood

Hunger…

Posted in Love, Relationship, Sex on February 20, 2008 by advcpl

I don’t even know where to begin.  I’m at a loss for words lately to describe what he does to me.  Sometimes the feelings and desires become so intense that I can’t understand them or explain them; I just have to lay there and let them wash over me.  It’s an intense hunger that never seems to go away.  I describe it that way because like hunger, it goes beyond an emotion and triggers a physical reaction.  I can only go for so long without him before my body lets me know that it MUST have him.  I don’t just want him; I need him.  Sometimes, he will come up behind me and just press his body into mine.  I just completely melt inside.  It’s as if I lose all bone structure and just melt into him.  Then he walks away; he teases the hell out of me.  But thats ok because he spoils the hell out me too. 

Right now…My mouth is watering.  I want him to kiss me as hard as he can.  The need to lick his balls and have his dick in my mouth; to taste him is overwhelming.   The muscles in my legs are tightening and the inside of my body is tingling, aching, craving him.  I am definitely in need of some pure animalistic sex.  I want him inside of me in every way imaginable and for as long as possible, to be consumed with him until exhaustion sets in.  

As I’ve said before, the emotional connection with him is always there.  But at this very moment, I need the physical one.  The slide show in my mind won’t stop and I can feel the tidal wave coming again.  It’s going to be a long night.

Panties, Paintbrushes, and (Damn) Forgot the Patience!

Posted in Adventure, Love, Relationship, Sex, Tantra with tags , , , , , on February 19, 2008 by advcpl
Yin and I had a weekend together. We see each other a lot. But, seeing is not touching. That’s where the ’be together’ becomes so important.
She is, in all ways, rampantly, animalistically (my new word for awhile….thanks to Ambient Storm), meltingly, carnally, HOT. There is no downward curve. There is no leveling of the playing field. There is only a magnetically irresistible sun/planet gravitational pull. Our orbits get tighter and more intense with each pass. Yin is the reason there are volcanoes. The lava builds and when it reaches a certain point there is no alternative to a violent eruption.
Hair played a role in this weekend’s togetherness. My eyes were on some changes to the hair above and the new absence of same down below. I love her hair. It’s always been a draw to me. Long, dark, sexy. I love her now smooth nether region. Like I need yet one more thing to pull me closer to her. These things cause me to collide with her. The draw is more than I can resist.We have decided it is time for the Tantra/Kama Sutra/Eastern Sexual Practices venture to begin. Not soon enough for me. I want to be inside her for limitless periods. I want to feel her. I want to make her experience spiritual visions. I want to be in control of my own destiny, so to speak, during our togetherness. I was doing well, for awhile, in these areas this weekend…until the curse of the ‘one stroke too many’ (my contribution to the collections of terms of art in both Tantra and Kama Sutra). I had read that a ring around the base of the cock/balls would both build things up and slow things down. I think it only made my package more sensitive. More patience will be required before I master the ability to control the volcano.

What do panties and paintbrushes have to do with this post? Plenty. But I’m out of time for now. More to come later.

The Tidal Wave

Posted in Relationship, Sex on February 13, 2008 by advcpl

Simply put, I miss him! Writing usually allows my feelings to calm just a bit. But tonight the words just won’t come. I don’t think there are any words that can accurately describe what he means to me. At times it’s just a tidal wave of emotions that I don’t fully understand myself. I know that the connection I have with him is like nothing I’ve ever experienced and it is always there even when he’s not. I hope that makes sense. Like I said, it can be hard to put into words.

Hours ago, I was so fidgety. All I wanted to do was be next to him, skin on skin. I wanted to kiss him so hard, go down on him and try every kama sutra position until the sun came up. Now I’m just overwhelmed and completely numb. I want to feel his kiss; his breath on my neck, my breasts. I want to feel his hands on me. He knows my body so well. I want to wrap my legs tightly around him and feel him so deep inside of me. I just want to get lost in him. (Of course, I’m still open to the former).

Smoulder

Posted in Love, Relationship, Sex with tags , , , , on February 12, 2008 by advcpl
What does it mean to be described as “smouldering”?Best Answer - Chosen by Voters at Yahoo UK/Ireland:“There is something hot simmering deep under the surface, ready to explode at any moment.”Seems like a good description of what I see in Yin’s eyes. She has a desire that’s unlike anything I’ve ever experienced before. Hot. Burning. Deep.You see, when I’m sitting with her while we’re out, I want to put my hands all over her. I want to strip her down and have my way with her. I know that would be too quick though and that I like to enjoy being with her.Instead, I look at her like a softly glowing bundle of embers that I’ve come upon while out on a path- miles from the trailhead -in the middle of the dark, tall, dense timber of an upper mountain range. Cold is settling in as the sun finishes its trek across the daylight sky and the moon positions itself for its nightly stroll. My good fortune to find her there, smouldering. Simply waiting to be fed fresh wood. It’s the perfect spot. Pines and their scent surrounding her and I, a bed of pine needles to lay on, a bubbling creek nearby with fresh water.EmbersI know better than to go too fast. That never brings flame. And flame is what I’m after. So, instead, I start small. Little sticks of tinder and fuel. I start at her feet, concentrating on each toe, moving to her soles and ankles. Slow, soft, circular touches. When the embers have had time to take in the thin branches I’ve fed them so far, I move to slightly larger things. Her calves and upper thighs. I stoke her, prime her, build her up. I touch her everywhere on her legs that cause her embers to glow brighter and hotter. I can feel the heat now. Even from a slight distance. She is beginning to radiate.Next comes the real stuff. I happen to have a little in my pack. It’s oil. And, it works best if you put it in just the right spots. You don’t want to use too much. It’s just for teasing the flame out of the embers so they are ready for the wood. I oil my hands and circle her nipples, I spread it around on her breasts, I move my hands down to her abdomen and navel. I want the embers to twitch and squirm, to be glowing red hot when I feed them the wood.I take some of the oil and rub it on the wood. My hands are warm from their work and they warm the oil and the wood as well. As I put wood into the embers flames are almost instant. It’s all I can do to keep the wood from exploding and I want the fire to last all night. So, I feed the wood slowly. A little at a time. Sometimes in, sometimes out even. You have to understand. There’s nothing to do but sit here on the side of the mountain in the timbers. I might as well entertain myself with the fire. Besides, I know by morning both the fire and I will be well fed, well rested and thoroughly sated. I know the embers will still be there too, albeit slightly less twitchy.